I posted this earlier today on tumblr, but I feel like posting it here too.
Last night I suddenly thought of Anup. I didn’t think anything specific about him, just, Anup. Before that, I got a little panicked for no reason (general anxiety I guess) and when the thought of Anup came to me, I felt comforted.
I was getting ready for bed anyway, so I asked him to stay with me until I fall asleep. As usual, I couldn’t tell if anyone was actually there.
I’m not sure if anything happened of it’s just my brain playing games with me. In any case, the thought of Anup made me feel better, so that’s a win.